oh gosh

the first thing that loaded on my screen before ANYTHING else was....KWON SANG WOO!

got a shock. haha. but u must seriously be umchioing now...wahaha.

u noe i was reading our past posts. we were reallie jaded ppl. in the past, we were such innocent, happy ppl. always living in our own world, we dun give a damn what ppl think abt us. anyway, ppl did like us; our lively, stressless selves. i guess this is what u could call attractive. our character was all showing out from within. in this stressful society, we were still able to maintain that stressfree trait in us. our laughter, the light and smile in our eyes proved it all. and i supposed this attracted ppl. we were beautifully polished then.

then as we grew older, we started to meet more irritating, unforgivable ppl along the way. every bit of harm they did to us added either a scratch, a cut or a chip in our beautiful polished selves. soon, after years of chipping, scratching and cutting, we learnt pain, we learnt responsiblity, we learnt burden, we learnt duty. but, our once beautiful, polished selves are now littered with evidence of hurt, and sad to say, we are not prettily shiny anymore. no. we look just like everyone else now: chipped, scratched and cut. occasionally though, we might still come across people who are still pretty much untouched by the cruel hazards of growth, and we will stay close to theses ppl, try to protect them, and pray very hard that hopefully, these still-more-or-less shiny gems will nvr be hurt like us. for we are the experienced, and none of these still-more-or-less chiny gems noe better than us, what it is like, to be hurt so much that u go from totally beautiful, to totally tarnished.